♪..f l a w l e s s like some U.N.C.U.T. iCe..♪ [entries|friends|calendar] Princess Lolly [ website | .♠.loveSTONED.♠. ] [ userinfo | insanejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | insanejournal calendar ]

And because there wasn't enough drama this week.... [17 Jul 2008|05:18pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | How Will Know-Whitney Houston ] So apparently Alex is in the hospital. He was shot sometime this morning, so if anyone needs me that's where I'll be. post comment

[16 Jul 2008|10:47pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | rhi laughing and venting and the rest of the fools in the house ] So here's to being single for the rest of my life because this is just too much for me.... 49 comments|post comment

Food for Thought [16 Jul 2008|06:51pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | watching Dog the Bounty Hunter ] We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations. Anais Nin 40 comments|post comment

[09 Jul 2008|06:46pm] [ mood | contemplative ] So, orientation was rather interesting. We were shuffled around the school by student turned tour guides who obviously had nothing better to do with themselves. I met with one of my advisors, Dr. Lewis, she seems like the type that encourages extra classes, mommy pointed that tidbit out. Of course. So we went through the catalogue together and she helped me set up my class schedule, which wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Mostly GE classes, with some government courses for good measure. As she put it "it should keep me out of trouble." I guess news flies fast when you're dealing with us. Anyway, I have to go back to LA in August for cheer camp. I'm kind of excited about that. I won't lie and say that while I was there I didn't feel a little apprehensive about going to LA. I mean, this is going to be the first time that I'm somewhere without Rhiana and apart of me is kind of happy because it gives me a chance to do my own thing, not that I don't already, but at the same time I can't help but feel as if I'm abandoning her. I don't know, its just that we were never really too close when I was a kid, but now that we are, I kinda don't want to go. And honestly, I'd miss Chicago and my apartment and the chance to see my nephew when I want to. Things are just so confusing and then I believe we're supposed to start shooting again and then there's helping with the store and the clothing line, the wedding...its just too much. Maybe it'd just be best if I stayed here and went to school out here. This is one of those times where I'd wish Mom would put her foot down and ship me off to school where I had no choice but to go and be happy. Granted that the place she picks isn't involved in a war of some sort, then that would be not so good. I mean I can practice Law out here, there's just as much crime out here as it is in LA. Tomorrow, I have to go and have lunch with Maia because I haven't seen her since my grad party and I've got a lot of stuff to tell her and I'm pretty sure she's not slacking on her side with the gossip, so it can be an all day thing, I'm sure. Maybe I'll stop by the store and see how things are coming along, then I'll probably end up Alex's or another one of my usual nightly spots. Ooh I should go invade Juju's new crib. I should convince him to let me decorate it. Yeah, that sounds like it could work out. Or I might just curl up in my bed and watch the entire Sex and the City series and veg the hell out for a while, get my mind right. 28 comments|post comment

It's time... [26 Jun 2008|09:46pm] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | When I Grow Up- PCD ] ( Love is Never Saying Goodbye ) ( ooc ) 8 comments|post comment

via sidekick LX [23 Jun 2008|08:44am] [ mood | anxious ] Well it looks like I'll have a nephew sometime today. We've been chillin in the hospital since yesterday afternoon. Everyone has been running in and out of the room on their own little baby watch schedule. I think Mom and Rhi almost cussed out the nurse earlier this morning, so I got my fair share of amusement for the day. I just want the baby to be here already. I'm like anxious. I don't know if I'm gonna be in the room when the time comes. I don't even know if I want to be, I mean not that I don't want to be supportive, but that is just...wow. Yeah, I get squeamish sometimes. But that's all that's going on here. I'm gonna have a nephew!!! Yay!!! post comment

[15 Jun 2008|11:14pm] [ mood | amused ] (  At least I got a mansion ) 27 comments|post comment

Class of 08! [04 Jun 2008|05:27pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | Google Me- Teyana Taylor ] We leave for Miami tonight, which means I'll eventually have to work on sobering up. Nah, I'm sober. Barely, but I am. I can't believe that I graduate from high school tomorrow. So much has happened over the course of this year that it seems like I should be in my mid twenties by now and not seventeen. I mean, I've fell in love, fallen out of it, came to terms with it, got my own apartment, starred in a fairly successful television show, made the Maxim Hot 100, got accepted into USC's law program, as well as their cheerleading and dance squad, and most importantly my nephew will be born soon. So I mean, when I say alot of shit has happened, alot of crap has happened. Everyone is staying at mom's house for the weekend and will be at the ceremony. All of my crazy ass family. I can only imagine what the hell is going to happen when they are all under one roof. Rhi's lucky that she has her own place so that she could get away from all of the craziness that is bound to ensue. Amani is supposed to be doing my hair tonight and then I'm goin to go get my nails and outfit for the ceremony tomorrow. Although, the whole outfit portion is probably not needed since I'll be donning the cap and gown for the ceremony. I was supposed to make a speech, but because my schedule has been so hectic with promoting for the show and doing various projects I really didn't have the time to do so. Not to mention, I was relatively absent for the whole year so how in the hell am I going to reminisce on that? I can't. Besides I can be sure that I'll be on my phone the entire time, probably trading jokes with Rhi and Jellybean, because that's what we do. I'm not sure if my sperm donor will be there or not, I wouldn't be hurt if he wasn't and I wouldn't be mad if he did. So I guess it is what it is. I'm pretty sure mom is going to have something going on at the house afterwards, so I have to make sure that my after hour festivities don't conflict with that. Maybe I'll call Cat and see what she's up to, since we're both on our grad grind AND not to mention Julipop will be here, so that will give us all a chance to kick it. Other than that? I'm doing good, better than I expected to be doing, so I guess that's always a positive. I need to get the hell out of here and start packing so that I could possibly get another drink before take off... post comment

[28 May 2008|11:04pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Misty Blue ] We're back in the Chi after kickin it in ATL for a minute with Juju and his family. It was cool to be away from everything, just to have a carefree existence for once. First night there we hit up Magic City. All I can say is "wow"...just wow. I never even knew. I love ghetto ass strippers, though. Like they're what makes the business tight. I'm just sayin, I'd choose them over the boughie vegas ones any day. Wow, I really am my sisters sister, she's the only other person who would sit down and say something like that and be serious as hell while saying so. Baby Kenny came up, once again. I'm seriously wishing that Shawn would adopt me. Kenny has more clothes than I do and he's not even born yet, nor has there been the baby shower, which means he's really about to be laced up until he's about five. He's going to be the only newborn doing wardrobe changes throughout the day just for the hell of it. But anyway, it's good to be back in the apartment. Even if it is only for a little while, Cabo is only days away which means fun in the sun and more bags to friggin pack. Rhi decided that she wanted to do the shoot for her line out there, so we'll be taking care of that as well. I think Julipop is supposed to be flying out for that one, along with the other girls. It'll be good to have her there, we got a lot of catching up to do, like seriously. Then after Cabo its back to Miami for graduation and then after grad I'll be shacking up at Rhi's til the baby is born. ( Rhi Only ) 23 comments|post comment

JUST IN CASE YA'LL MISSED IT [19 May 2008|12:17pm] [ mood | excited ] WHO'S IN THE MAXIM HOT 100?! ME! Well, me and Rhiana but that's the business. I didn't even know I was even being considered. Like, Rhi? Yeah I could see that but me? I mean I know I'm fine and all of that, but not to be up in a magazine like for real style. I'm hella excited. I've been calling every damn body that I know to tell them about it. Mommy's probably going to cuss me out for leaving emergency texts on her phone, as well, voicemails. The first two? I screamed and was probably not making sense, but she'll understand. Hmm I wonder who else I should call? I think this is a cause for a celebration. Yes, a drink would be nice right about now to celebrate my sexy. HAHA! Okay, I'm done. 48 comments|post comment

[04 May 2008|08:50pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Teenage Love Affair- Alicia Keys ] I don't know how she did it, but she got down here and made this whole prom thing happen I'm not gon' lie, there were times when I was just like "fuck it, I'm not going" but she got the stuff ready. See, this is why I love my sissy. She gets shit done. So biggups to her for getting my dress underway. I'm excited again. Beyond all of that, I decided that I was just gonna roll to prom with my friends. Dates are overrated and I know typical prom protocol and I'm so over all of that. Especially if I'm not feelin the dude that I'm with and it wasn't like he was paying for shit, so I wasn't gonna feel obligated or some shit. But whatever... so its a stag type night. I'm not really trippin'. Everything that usually happens after prom is a been there done that situation for me. So yeah. After prom, there's graduation and then the party in Cabo! Yeah, once again Rhiana to the rescue, she chartered a flight, handled all the hotels and such and throwing me and Juju a grad party. I can't wait. It'll be just in time, especially with all of the craziness is about to ensue. I think she was sayin something about possibly doing the shoot out there for her line. I don't know yet. We'll see though. I'm just happy that I'll finally be up out of that place permanently, although, I've been out for some time. Its just the idea of having that diploma and being an adult. I don't know, I'm getting all emotional about it. You know how that goes. I can't wait to go to LA, I was thinking about possibly staying on campus for the first semester just to see what its like. If I like I'll stay, if not, I'll get my own spot. But I'm saying this assuming that mom is gonna go for it. I'm hoping she will. Since she did say that she'd cut me off if I didn't get in and since I not only got in and got into one of the most competitive programs the school has to offer, I think its a bet. But the end results fall on her. In other news the baby is coming in July!! A new kid to spoil, I can't wait. It doesn't even seem like its been about seven months. And looking at Rhi you can't even tell. But the nursery looks good, her house is practically done. Its nice. Thats probably the one thing I'm gonna miss is being out here and being so close to her. Just hanging out with her. But I'll be over all the time, just to see the baby. Cause he's already my boo. And just because I'm feeling this song ( Want you to be my first, my last, my ending, and beginning ) post comment

[29 Apr 2008|09:42pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | Project Bitch- Big Tymers ] So, I got my first speeding ticket today. I'm kinda pissed about that, seeing as I was like doing 48 in a 45 mph zone. Like who really cares about three dumbass miles, like for real? Obviously they did, because I have to go to court in a few weeks. Women cops are hella overzealous any damn way, so it wasn't like I hadn't expected it. I'll probably end up doing traffic school online or something, whatever. I was supposed to get back to the Chi sometime this week, but I decided that I'd stay out here until after the graduation ceremony. Before I start prepping for school in the fall. I'll probably take some courses at UC while I'm there. Just something to keep me busy, but then again with the baby being due soon, I'll probably have my hands full with helping RhiRhi. OH! And if the speeding ticket wasn't enough, right? Deja calls me and this bitch...her ass messed around and got caught up in some scam that her dude was running, so now she may or may not have to go to court for some bullshit. But I told her ass about messin with that dude. How's he gonna have six kids by five baby mamas at 19? Like come on, something tells me he isn't about much. But her ass thought he was so cute and she could change his ass. Yeah right, he was just lookin for baby mama number six and would've found her in Deja's gullible ass. I love her and all, but sometimes its like damn...how many times does she have to get fucked over before it dawns on her that maybe she should stay away from thug type dudes. Like for real. But whatever, so needless to say that she won't be coming out here anytime soon. I've yet to find a dress or figure out the design so I could get it made, I don't even know what color I'm wearing. Needless to say I've got about three weeks to figure that crap out. I am so happy this day is almost done with, now hopefully I won't have to be up all night on the phone with D because I have the makings of a migraine and not to mention I have my own stuff to deal with. So yeah, I'm out. 24 comments|post comment

[20 Apr 2008|11:35am] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | watching CSI ] I'm exhausted. There's just been alot going on around these parts lately and I think its finally beginning to catch up to me. I've been spending a lot of my time with Rhi doing some shopping for my new nephew, I can't wait until he gets here. Gives me someone else besides Desmond to spoil with gifts. So far he's already got a closet full of toys and clothes. I'm beginning to think that I'm more excited than anyone else. I get all giddy when another month passes, its really weird. I know my mom is probably reading this rolling her eyes. Don't worry mom, I just want the nephew, not one of my own. I promise. ANYWHO. From the time that I've spent with Rhiana, since the whole incident with Jayceon, she's been in good spirits, which is a good thing. I'm pretty sure she's having a tough time, but she's putting on a really strong front and for that I'm really proud of her. She's taking this whole thing in stride, or at least in my opinion she is. I know that she's going to be fine in the long run, so I really don't worry about her too much in that aspect. I just worry that she's gonna start stressing out with the preparations for amourous couture and moving into the new house annnndd the divorce proceedings. And I know, having our crazy ass family members at her house is probably driving her half past insane. Just too many personalities in one household for my tastes. But I understand why they're there and all. Family gotta look out for family. In other news, I finally opened the letter from SC and I got in, but now I'm not sure if I really want to move to LA, especially with everything thats going on. I guess I feel a little selfish for wanting to move away and not to mention, I don't want it to seem like I'm abandoning anyone. I don't know, that's a little strange, but I kinda feel that way. I haven't really told anyone yet, except for Deja and that was by default cause I was on the phone with her when I read the shit, but other than that. I just want to let it marinate for a while, before I make a final decision. I'll probably call mommy and get her opinion on things, weigh my options and go from there. Right now we're in FL, just hanging around. I missed this house. ANYWAY, I need to get off of here and see whats on the agenda for the day, though, if we were just to hang out around the house, I wouldn't be mad either. post comment

blah, blah, blah [08 Apr 2008|04:32pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Welcome to the Dollhouse- DK ] Welp brother didn't make it to the championship, but he played a damn good game, so I'm proud of him nonetheless. We were all in attendance, the whole lot of us crazy women. Me, Rhi, Juju, Mom...plus D. I'm sure the people sitting next to us were happy when it was over it, we were being hella loud. Especially mom. Her ass...I swear I thought she was gonna go down to the court and take over the coaching position. She was on them tough. It was a little funny. Easter dinner at Rhi's went pretty well. I didn't start any fights and there was no food being thrown, which marks a successful night in my book. Lately, I've been keeping to myself a lot, ever so often I'll call and check up on Rhi and make sure she doesn't need anything. I don't know what it is, I just really haven't been in the mood to surround myself with people. I came home and I've been kickin it here ever since. I've been debating on whether or not I want to make a trip out to Florida, I miss the house, plus people keep texting me to see if I'm still going to prom eventhough I graduated early. I've yet to decide on that, I mean it'd be fun and all to hang out with the peeps I left behind one last time, but in a way I feel like I outgrew that whole scene. But who knows, nothing is set in stone until that day rolls around, I'll have to talk to mom about that, though, so we'll see. I got the letter back from USC, I haven't opened it yet. I hope it says what I want, but I won't know until I open it and I have no intention of doing so just yet, so on my coffee table it will sit. Anyway, I need to get off of here and continue being unproductive with my time. ( Vital info for your everyday life ) 6 comments|post comment

via SKLX [15 Mar 2008|03:14pm] [ mood | okay ] I figured I'd do a little quickie update while I'm waiting for Deja's ass to hurry the hell up and get dressed. I swear that broad stays being late knowing good and well we're supposed to be meeting up with my sis and Felicia, not to mention I still don't know what the hell I'm wearing to Alex's fight tonight at the Garden. Speaking of which I got a chance to peep him out at one of his sparring sessions...I can't lie he's pretty good. He tends to showboat a lot, but I think that was just because he had an audience. But his trainer said he wouldn't be all that surprised if it was over in the first five rounds. So we'll see. I'm excited for him, though. Shit, I gotta go my sister is calling me. I swear I'm gonna yank D's ass out of the bathroom in 2.5 seconds, no lie. 1 comment|post comment

[28 Feb 2008|11:15pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Come and Talk to Me- Jodeci ] I have all of my stuff packed and ready to go. I figure I'll go out to LA and stop by to visit Juju and Jellybean this weekend, before prepping for my interview on Wednesday. Hopefully there is some sort of party poppin off at JB's campus, cause I really don't feel like clubbing, but on the same side I dont feel like staying at home neither. I'm pretty sure I'll work it out when I get there. I might need to call their asses because I'll be mad hurt if they aren't home. Hopefully he doesn't have an away game. Sissy is supposed to be going with me, I hope she does. I could use her support, but I know she has like a super busy week next week, so we'll see. I was thinking about hunting down Mom in Vegas, but then again I doubt that'll happen. I was going to try and see if Maia wanted to fly out with me, but I haven't really been able to get in contact with her. I think she and Rhiana got into it, but I don't know all of the details behind that. Honestly, I didn't even ask. I'm not trying to put myself in between the two of them, especially while me and Rhiana's relationship has been on the ups. We had lunch today, since I pretty much guilt tripped her into spending time with me. Didn't take much, but it was fun. We discussed the plans she had for the nursery, which is why she has to come to LA with me, so we can get started on it. The baby will be here before she knows it. Speaking of the baby, she's convinced its going to come out super large. But I doubt it, watch it will come out real eight pounds like. Aww!! I'm going to be an aunt. I think I'm more excited than everyone else. Of course the story will change when it comes time to change diapers. But for now? I'm excited. I got a couple of acceptance letters back from some of the schools I applied to. So far, I've been accepted into UCLA, Texas, Duke, and FSU. I'm still waiting to hear back from SC and a few others. SC mostly. I'm really hoping that this interview goes well, because if so? That means, I'm pretty much in. HOWEVER. If I do get into this law program, I don't know how involved I'll be able to be with in regards to the show next season. I mean, as far as I know, we're doing a second season, there might be a little change to the roster, but its still a go. I guess I'll just cross that bridge when I get to it. I just know that come summer? I'll be hitting up the library something crazy and I'm enrolling in summer school. Straight geek style. But I have to do it. I need to get off of here if I plan on doing something productive tomorrow. Then again, I'll probably just hide in the house with ice cream and watch Lifetime on the couch. Real LWM style. Yeah, that sounds like a plan. 7 comments|post comment

[19 Feb 2008|11:26pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Is That Ur Chick?- Memphis Bleek and the rest of them. ] I'm back home. Well I'm here in Chicago, I was supposed to go to Miami, to visit mom and the rest of the folks out there. But Mom isn't there, so I decided to stay put. Speaking of Miami, I heard it was crazy out there. Folks celebrating and what not. At least thats what Juju sent me during our brief text messaging moments. She said Little Havana was filled with people...just expressing their emotions over the news that Castro has resigned. I wish I could have been there to see it. I know I'm not Cuban or anything like that, but I've lived there for most of my life and raised around them, so I know the culture. So yeah...I'll call her later and see what the haps is. All Star weekend was soooo much fun. Just good times all around. We didn't do a lot of major partying, which was fine with me. I was just as content to sit in my hotel room and eat up everything. Which means I'll be hitting up the gym. Especially with the shows launch party coming up, I could stand to lose a few pounds. Just so that I could look right...not to say that I wouldn't. Yeah...I'm gonna shut up now. And seeing as my sis is away on some "love voyage" with her hubby...I haven't been doing too much...just doing some follow up things regarding the schools I want to go to. I actually have an interview at SC with their pre-law director. How odd is it that they make you do an interview before you even get accepted into the school? Oh well. I'm hoping I get in though. We'll see. Other than that? I kicked it with Alex last night. He talks a big game cause he boxes. I tagged him the other night, almost made him cry. LOL j/k. ANYWHO. I need to go to bed before I mess around and eat all of these Nilla wafers. 13 comments|post comment

All Star Weekend [via Voyager] [17 Feb 2008|12:55pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Independent- Webbie ] All I have to say about last nights festivities is that The Birthday Cake dunk was tight! But I think he should've saved that for his final dunk and the whole shoes off thing should've been first. BUUUUTTT I can't even hate cause Dwight Howard took it to that new level. That first dunk? MURDER!! I'm happy we're here though and we've having mad fun. The rookie vs sophomore game was cool, even if the rookies took a L. But its all in having a good time. Tonight? Its the actual game, I got my personalized "east" jersey, cause I gotta rep the home coast, I guess you could say. I need to find a mall like ASAP cause I didn't pack the right J's so I gotta go find something to match the fit. So with that said...I'mma go rush Rhi and make her come with. 24 comments|post comment

[14 Feb 2008|06:20pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Aunt Dot- Lil Kim ] Happy Vday, everyone!! Though, I'm not a fan of the holiday, I don't exactly hate it either, which means it won't stop me from telling everyone else to have a good one. Things are picking up in Chi-town. Though, its cold as hell and the snow takes some getting used to, it's cool for what it is. I still need to finish decorating the other room in my apartment, but its coming along alright so far. I'm gonna ask Rhi to help me out with that, but I think she'd be proud with my decorating skills so far. We'll see though. I think next weekend I'm going to go back home for a little while and spend time with the fam bam. Other than that? I've been chilling and such, but I need to get going if I'm going to this game. post comment

[07 Feb 2008|08:43pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] Dear book, this is another day in my life. A life is like a book. A book is like a box. A box has six sides. Inside and outside, so, how do you get to what's inside? How do you get what's inside, out? Once upon a time, there lived a very pretty girl, who lived in a beautiful box, and everybody loved her. post comment

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]